Because I can tell you all about it. If you haven’t picked up my type of personality from any of my other posts, I’ll quickly attempt at grasping my essence for you. I am a n INFJ, extremely introverted, quiet, patient, spiritual, alone, self conscious, non-conforming, deep, understanding, sensitive, caring, who can rage if provoked […]

Similar to any addiction, when somebody finds the courage to enter rehabilitation, in whichever form that may take, the general consensus is that you will move through rehab, you will detox of your toxin (mine personally a daily addiction of meth for approx 5 years) you will eat a lot, sleep a lot, and you […]

A can in the hand is the only plan I have to withstand or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with meth but I’m still an addict so I sip and I sip until I become a fuckwit. I chase it and taste it until I can face it. Never […]

Outside the owl sleeps, hoot hoot, in the tree. Darkness, engulfs thee. I hear the crickets, their continuous hum of vibrational life. I try, and I cry. I look up at the stars. I swear, they move, still. How many of them are stars? How many of them are you? Forgive me father, for I […]

(Hearing low deep male African sounding chants) “Here we come forth, bringers of light. Inside to come forth, beings of might. The pyramids are rocks of the sky, into the eye of you and I. Inside creation, can you keep a secret? Yes I shall then explain what you might see, Elders and Aboriginals caught […]

Hi, is anyone there to speak to? Only you But who am I? One Do you mean God? Do you hear that tree blowing? Yes And that cricket chirping? Yes What are you then? I suppose I am One? Is this God? If you wish Will you give me a sign? No Why not? You […]

Into this cauldron, I stir from this pot, all things beginning and all things which not. Out of the circles, into the new, a new beginning arises, for that which is you. I come from thee, that which is bright. Bright as the sparkles, come which from night. Out of the endings for only which […]

I’ve been taken, my soul is still shaken, all these years of reintergratin’ past lives mistaken, debatin’ hallucinatin’ consideratin,’ all that’s left of this cycle of the leaves, fallin of these withered trees, im down onto my fuckin knees, lord please, hear my pleas for a certain sanity, before my final bleed. A tortured soul, […]

In a world full of hate, who really knows what’s real or fake, it’s up for debate. Or why don’t we all just incriminate, those who bleed for the dragons to create the end of fate, do you need me to illustrate, you wanna obligate to watch them obliviate, so you can all bow down […]